Open your heart and close your eyes

Just some random thoughts in this blog

So I've been playing Pokèmon again over the past few days, managed to catch Lugia with only one ball and felt epic.
I'm at the Elite Four atm but want my whole team levelled before I go in
My team is a bit shit but MEH. It's this: Feraligatr, Typhlosion, Flygon, Espeon, Ampharos and Weepinbell
Don't even like Weepin but I wanted a grass pokemon 'cause it felt 'right'

In other news people are fucking cunts to me. And if not cunts they're just rude and probably don't even realise it

Also I feel like I'm being punished in life by not drinking or doing drugs. No seriously, if I did those things I bet everyone would love me, HELL I'd have probably had some meaningless sex too, which would be lovely I'm sure.

Oh well, lonliness is my perogative I guess.. It's better than going against my own beliefs, isn't it?
And I don't mean religious beliefs, I mean personal ones.
I've said I dislike drinking and drugs, and I like to believe that I'm a better person than I would otherwise be without my own beliefs and feelings. idk, other people do anything and they have great lives.

I guess I'll just wonder if there's a chance for hapiness without changing the things I truly hold on to and believe.

Hapiness is a dream
And dreams.. I don't know

FML.

This is a small blog to express how unhappy I am right about now.




FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFU
pretty upset, meh.
I'm going to have to try and get a replacement PC but yeah, meh
not much I can do, meh

*clickclickclickclickBEEEEEEEEEEEEEP*
immediately followed by me turning the PC off and being scared shitless
and spent 2 hours waiting for a reply from someone to try and see wtf I can do

not much, but yeah, this shit would happen on a sunday



IN OTHER NEWS my dad rang me this morning and wished me a happy birthday.
except my birthday is on the 23rd not the 22nd. And it's in August not July.
so yeah, that's lovely

How to win at life (little by little, perhaps)

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YOU KNOW IIIIIIII CAN MAKE YOUR BODY LEVITATE

Holy JAWSH I'm back again, and not only that but it's been under a week omfg.
So yeah, I actually recorded a new video for the blog yesterday but it took a while to upload so I improvised, SO here's the video for yesterdays blog!

In other news I had some hot and spicy riblets earlier and they were amazing, yet incredibly spicy. yar
I also left the house and ACTUALLY walked for ages yesterday. I used to do it every day, but Diablo ruined my life.
OH WELL LOL. I have Maryland choc chip cookies next to me, random I know but you need to know.
One thing I don't like about coffee is it's less dippy than tea, but I still do it 'cause fuckyeah dipping.

Well thanks for reading and enjoying this super long blog, and I GUESS I'll see you "soon"!

So take my rage and enjoy the ride!

I slack on blogs 'cause I have no life, BUT THAT'S OK HERE'S A VIDEO!

This is actually a video from June, so Idk if I've put it here already. IF I HAVE I WILL REPLACE IT WITH ANOTHER VIDEO.

So yeah I've been no-lifing Diablo, and also I've had a busy as fak week so yeah, NO TIME TO NO LIFE GOD.
Also Tropical Fruit flavour Tropicana is FUCKING DELICIO. HAVE IT NOW! I love it somuch

Also here's a random song I'm gonna post because this blog is short+ I'm listening to it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=fvwrel&NR=1&v=wmxTC1Ekdl0


ALSO everytime I go to get a cup of coffee I get 2, that's obviously not normal but oh well, I'm cool