Just some random thoughts in this blog
So I've been playing Pokèmon again over the past few days, managed to catch Lugia with only one ball and felt epic.
I'm at the Elite Four atm but want my whole team levelled before I go in
My team is a bit shit but MEH. It's this: Feraligatr, Typhlosion, Flygon, Espeon, Ampharos and Weepinbell
Don't even like Weepin but I wanted a grass pokemon 'cause it felt 'right'
In other news people are fucking cunts to me. And if not cunts they're just rude and probably don't even realise it
Also I feel like I'm being punished in life by not drinking or doing drugs. No seriously, if I did those things I bet everyone would love me, HELL I'd have probably had some meaningless sex too, which would be lovely I'm sure.
Oh well, lonliness is my perogative I guess.. It's better than going against my own beliefs, isn't it?
And I don't mean religious beliefs, I mean personal ones.
I've said I dislike drinking and drugs, and I like to believe that I'm a better person than I would otherwise be without my own beliefs and feelings. idk, other people do anything and they have great lives.
I guess I'll just wonder if there's a chance for hapiness without changing the things I truly hold on to and believe.
Hapiness is a dream
And dreams.. I don't know